Monday, 4 August 2014

[Little thought] When logical becomes illogical

Sitting on my bed and remember something about today that I should noted down before I forgot. Seems like ageing makes memory failed.



Today is not my day. Being scolded when doing everything. what the heck.

I believe not only myself, many of you must have encountered something that you think it should be categorized in the column of 'logical' and yet someone has made it became illogical.

Today, I was supposed to meet up with Rui Mei and Sin Yi at the Liberica at Mount Austin at 1300. I was late due to the technical work in the tunnel that can go to Mount Austin from the highway therefore causing me late. However, I was told that the meeting up had being delayed till 1330 when I arrived - I was 被放飞机了. This is the best phrase i have ever heard in my life to describe missed appointments. However, the good thing is that I realized how big is the changes in Mount Austin area. There are many newly opened cafe and restaurants. I should go there more often XDD Well since they have failed to keep the appointment, I ended up taking away milo from MCD since I couldn't find one at 7-eleven. wth, so inefficient.

But before this, when I told my mum about meeting friends at lunch time, I could tell that she was not happy with it and asked me should have made the appointment on weekend. wth people, why can't I meeting my friends during lunch time? That is supposed to be my free time, isn't it? Why I have to be like you while just staying in the office? Why can't I have my own life?

You know why I don't go out anymore? The requirement that both you and dad require is sometimes simply too ridiculous that making me can't breathe. Do you think that only you got to work and the other don;t need to? Why can't I meet them during my free time? And you kept telling me about how bad it is from going out to meet friends during working days. What THE FUCK. So are you telling me that having lunch with the spouses are also wrong? Meeting friends to have lunch are actually a mistake?

Haizz... I am neither comparing nor complaining, just to share my feeling at that moment. Have you ever thought that how tired it is to go out after work? The legs is on me, I can go any where I want. I can run to the edge of the world if I wish to. I could jump down from the cliff if I want to. Can you please don't simply turn something right into wrong?



Just like the day before when I was supposed to deliver the cake to Kwan. I am the one who called her that I would be sending the cake over and at last minute you were scolding me why not ask her to come. Have you got any manner? She didn't request me to bake for her and I was the one who bake for her voluntarily! The explanation you gave to me was: 'why are you wasting my petrol?' what the heck. So, your car needs petrol and others don't. Are those cars operated by the water? Are you insane? Do you think your explanation is logical???? I am curious about it.

To be honest, you are just a little bit too petty. Why can't we share the things with others since that you can;t finish by yourself? I am the baker and I should be the one who make the decision on who should or could have the cake, not you. Please respect the baker, okay! And also since that you could not really give any useful comment about the cake, I should listen to others too! You mind is way too narrowing.

And what the fuck I don;t know what BOMB you have on me today. Everything I did today, you seemed to be unsatisfied. WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKK.

Okay, it is time to cool down a bit and get into bed. Eye lids are dropping soon. Goodnight peeps. I believe that tomorrow will be a better day, yeah, muchhhhhh better!


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