It is now September, meaning that I have been back to Malaysia for almost 2 months. Undeniably, it is always good to be home. I see myself as an extrovert who doesn't like to stay at home but somehow I think I am more of an introvert. I found myself prefer to stay at home, eat at home instead of leaving my house. Well, when everything is being prepared, who does not want it ?!
I only came back during the summer time during the past 4 years of my uni's days. The first two months were always the best while everything to me seemed fresh and new. Things then started to change after that. Parents started to mumble, mum started to get annoyed easily by what I did, feeling extremely uncomfortable with the god damn hot and humid weather and more than that.
Baking is not wrong. That is my passion. I hope I can bake when I want to. However, her stubborn and conservative mind always irritates me. She throws her temper on me when I bake or cook. She gets annoyed when I share my bakes with my aunts or friends. I don't get it. She shows me a straight face when I cook for my sister.
Well well well. It is alright, because she is older than me. I need to be respectful.
It is now September. I think it is almost the time to stay out of my comfort zone and challenge myself. And I think they somehow sick of seeing me now, hahahaha. I need to leave as soon as possible before the 'volcano erupts'. I just hope I can leave peacefully.
God, please lead me to the way that you think suits me. Tell me what to do, give me the direction, I do not want to be lost again. Praise to be Lord. Amen.
I only came back during the summer time during the past 4 years of my uni's days. The first two months were always the best while everything to me seemed fresh and new. Things then started to change after that. Parents started to mumble, mum started to get annoyed easily by what I did, feeling extremely uncomfortable with the god damn hot and humid weather and more than that.
Baking is not wrong. That is my passion. I hope I can bake when I want to. However, her stubborn and conservative mind always irritates me. She throws her temper on me when I bake or cook. She gets annoyed when I share my bakes with my aunts or friends. I don't get it. She shows me a straight face when I cook for my sister.
Well well well. It is alright, because she is older than me. I need to be respectful.
It is now September. I think it is almost the time to stay out of my comfort zone and challenge myself. And I think they somehow sick of seeing me now, hahahaha. I need to leave as soon as possible before the 'volcano erupts'. I just hope I can leave peacefully.
God, please lead me to the way that you think suits me. Tell me what to do, give me the direction, I do not want to be lost again. Praise to be Lord. Amen.
