Happy New Year to all of you and hope 2015 will be a good year to everyone :)
People may have want to know how I spent my New Year's Eve. What I can tell you is that, just a normal day of mine XDD
I was reminiscing the countdown event that I went in London in 2011. It was so fun even though it rained for a while. Meeting friends all around and had my first ever unexpected kiss from a stranger,
And I felt asleep even before the clock passed through 0000 == I didn't hear any sound of the fireworks. I am moving into a healthy lifestyle gradually by going to bed as early as I can. Because these days, I will wake up automatically at around 5 or 6 in the morning and I am actually still feeling sleepy. So, in order to make sure that I can get a fully 7 hours sleeping time, I need to make myself BE ON THE BED at around 2230. Just so you know, playing with phone is unavoidably XDD
My new year was quite boring. I stayed at home, continued on my literature review and methodology. I have been procrastinating!!! I went to Sweden and Finland with my family for two weeks that is why everything has paused. I did bring my laptop over. I was keen to work with my dissertation when I was in Sweden but then I totally gave up after we went to Lapland. The weather was just too cold that you didn't even want to switch on your laptop. You just wanted to stay in bed for all the time and there was no wifi (good, I like it!) too. This is a very serious issue to me. I want to get my things all done before the school starts, otherwise all my timetable will have to be rearranged! Life at school is such as mess. There is always something that you won't expect to be happened... Life too...
I hope I can take some time to share my trip to Lapland since it is so fun <3 Right, I will do it after I finish my methodology by next Saturday!
Looking back to 2014, I concluded that I was living in pain. The pressure on the studies, money issue, parents' expectations and own pressure had turned me from a healthy one to a delicate person. Besides that, the news of friends' decision on moving out had left me heartbroken. I stopped contacting one of my best friends too as the friend is now in the relationship. I saw myself a loser. I felt myself is being abandoned. I just couldn't take it and try to make myself looked stronger in front of everyone especially the girls. I wonder if they will think I am cold-blooded, but I am not. I just didn't want to express on how sad I was. All these matter had troubled me so much and that was the first time I ever wanted to go home as soon as possible. I went home and got sick twice. I made myself fall into health issue which I became underweight due to too much worried and found out that I have B12 deficiency.
Well, those issue have passed. I have hit enough the rock bottom, I need to rebuild my live as I realized that there is so many people out there concern about me so much. I don't want to make the worse to worst. So here is my new resolution of 2015:
1. I want to be healthy. Yes, I need to consume all kind of meat, not only fish.
2. I want to be happy.
3. Get at least a second upper for my Honour degree.
4. Apply for a job in somewhere around the world apart from Singapore and Malaysia.
5. I want to go United States!
6. Learning from the past and never ever gone back again.
7. Exercise more.
8. Get a good grade for my dissertation.
9. Visit Japan with baby Gio and Each.
10. Visit Italy again with Each.
So far these are what I can think right now. I may add more in the future...? I am not sure hahahahaha
Anyway, thanks for those who read or maybe just passed through. At least I know there is someone reading my thoughts and I hope I can be updating the blog as frequent as I can.
Love ya!
